Young woman with eczema who hid her “red crab claw” hands and sore skin now confidently poses for photos of her flare-ups

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A young professional with eczema who once hid her skin and “red crab claw” hands with foundation and long sleeves now poses for model-like photographs of her flare-ups on social media and hosts a podcast to “change the narrative” about the condition.

Having suffered since birth with eczema – which causes dry, irritated skin – Katie Mackie, a 25-year-old digital communications coordinator from Teddington, south-west London, was ashamed of how red and sore her arms, face and hands looked and hated it when people stared.

At university in 2017, Katie also developed alopecia and began engaging with the hair loss community on social media – where she was inspired by others showing off their condition instead of hiding it.

Katie showing the eczema on her face and hands (PA Real Life/Collect)
Katie showing the eczema on her face and hands (PA Real Life/Collect)

Applying this encouragement to her eczema, she started posting photographs of her skin online but was prepared to “delete the whole thing” if she received “even one” mean comment.

Instead, she was amazed by the kind messages she received and now is so proud of her body that she runs an Instagram page where she confidently shares pictures of her flare-ups and hosts an eczema podcast with a fellow sufferer.

Katie, who lives with her boyfriend, bar supervisor Sol Rees-Jones, 25, said: “From birth, my eczema first presented as nappy rash then turned into full-blown eczema across my arm bends, leg bends, tummy, places that like. When I hit puberty though it changed and began spreading to my hands and face.”

Katie at 15 wearing foundation to cover her skin (PA Real Life/Collect)
Katie at 15 wearing foundation to cover her skin (PA Real Life/Collect)

She added: “I used to call my hands my crab claws as they were so red and sore. They would just be stuck in a curled-up position. My hands would crack and bleed if I tried to straighten my fingers, it was awful.

“I used steroids from around the age of three to 20. I tried to cover it with foundation, long sleeves, anything I could to stop people looking.”

While dealing with eczema, Katie also developed alopecia in 2017, a condition that causes hair loss.

Katie when she was suffering from alopecia (PA Real Life/Collect)
Katie when she was suffering from alopecia (PA Real Life/Collect)

She explained: “I was at Edinburgh Napier University studying marketing and digital media and I don’t know if it was because I was drinking more, not eating as healthily.

“My immune system just went downhill. I was on topical steroids on my scalp for my hair loss, more on my skin for my eczema and my body just felt like it had had enough.

“My skin was only getting worse – more red, more sore, more inflamed. I’d put these creams on and it would just burn.”

Katie’s hands in 2021 (PA Real Life/Collect)
Katie’s hands in 2021 (PA Real Life/Collect)

She continued: “That’s when I realised something wasn’t right. I re-evaluated everything.”

Katie came off her steroid treatments, began using natural creams, eating more healthily, took supplements, cut out dairy and exercised more.

She feels this combination of changes has helped her hair regrow, meaning she has not experienced any hair loss since 2019.

Katie using a natural balm on her skin (PA Real Life/Collect)
Katie using a natural balm on her skin (PA Real Life/Collect)

And, while engaging with the alopecia community on social media, she discovered people were also sharing content related to eczema.

She recalled: “From sharing posts about alopecia, I realised people were talking about eczema too.

“As it was something I had dealt with my whole life, I always felt like I had to hide it. But I suddenly realised I could share my own experiences and advice.”

Katie with some tote bags she sells (PA Real Life/Collect)
Katie with some tote bags she sells (PA Real Life/Collect)

So, in late 2020, Katie set up “itch N bitch”, an online community on Instagram (@itch_n_bitch) and podcast on Spotify and Apple, initially with a fellow skin condition sufferer.

Now running the group alone, Katie has over 4,000 thousand followers and delights in sharing images of her skin she would once have been embarrassed by.

She said: “I thought that by opening myself up online I’d get all these mean comments. I reckon I would have deleted the whole thing if I’d got even one. But it never happened.”

Katie’s hands looking red and sore (PA Real Life/Collect)
Katie’s hands looking red and sore (PA Real Life/Collect)

She continued: “Everyone has been so kind and understanding.

“I even got messages from people I knew in real life saying they had never realised I had eczema. That’s how much I was hiding it.”

Katie now regularly shares pictures of her flare-ups, which included blisters on her hands at one point and flare-ups on her face.

Katie’s hands in 2017 (PA Real Life/Collect)
Katie’s hands in 2017 (PA Real Life/Collect)

While she says her skin is ‘the best it has been in years’ currently, she also feels confident in going out without covering up with make-up or long-sleeved clothes, saying that if anyone did say anything she would feel confident in educating them.

Now she wants to continue to build an online community where suffers of any kind of itchy skin complaint could find people who understood their experiences.

She said: “Though I am not medically trained, I give tips and advice from my own personal experience. I want to raise awareness without judgement.”

Katie Mackie says she is “definitely done hiding” (PA Real Life/Collect)
Katie Mackie says she is “definitely done hiding” (PA Real Life/Collect)

She added: “I want to change the narrative on skin conditions. The more we show the realities, then the less people will stare, the fewer questions and greater understanding and awareness there will be.

“I am definitely done hiding. I’m just trying to make a place where I’m speaking to my younger self and telling her it’s OK to accept yourself as you are. There really is nothing to hide.”